Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...

[J a c k]

CIJS;

I feel like such an annoyance, constantly. I know with most people it just isn't like that at all, but at the same time, my brain just tells me i should stay quiet, and not do anything, otherwise i'm just going to annoy people until eventually i have nobody who wants to be around me. And it sucks to feel like this. Hell. Even making this post feels like i'm just gonna annoy the readers. I hate this.

I'm sorry if i annoy any of you, and i'm also sorry because i do know how attention seeking i sound, and that i moan all the time.

If only you could see yourself the way we see you, sweet jelloh. We love you, chilli bean!  
Yeah, I just called you that. Sounds cute.