A Loving God

[Arkilogue]

If God does not intervene how have you come across this knowledge?

I must confess I believe I have experienced a Divine Intervention. It did not change a single external/physical aspect of my objective life. But it changed a great deal inside me. Without going into detail, that was the authoring of my experiential faith, which transformed believing perhaps there is a God to knowing God exists (omnipresent awareness) and I am interpenetrated (transparent) to it's mind which permeates the universe as the background field that all phenomena vibrates upon. It is perfectly still, inter-penetrating and permeating everything in the universe. It was both an awesome and terrifying experience and I could only withstand the experience for less than a literal minute. And when I contracted out of fear, the experience left me.

The only "knowledge" it imparted to me was it's self existent presence.

What I present as my model are the works I've done there after to explain it to my mind, accounting for as much of the universe, inside through personal exploration and outside by scientific evidence that I can fit into my mind....which is being forced not only to grow and shed skins of ego but grow new organs of perception and forms of operations beyond single self/single lifetime paradigms. I have much growth still ahead of me.


It's also encouraging to find that I'm not the first to describe GOD and creation in this manner. Many ancient origin stories (Babylonian, Egyptian, Greek,) begin with an infinite undifferentiated, formless substance often describe as water and the space of the universe is made from a separation of the waters often by vibration of some kind like the blowing of a couch shell by Vishnu or the speaking of "The Word" by Re/Ra and YHVH. The Ain Soph Aur and Tzimtuzm of mystic Judaism tells of and limitless light of God that is contracted into 10 viels that hide the face of God from the space of creation which exists like a tent with a 7 branched golden lamp-stand in the center giving off light.

In my model, the individual universes have 10 membrane like divisions that are nested together supra-symmetrically to form a holographic unit. The above is like the below and the inside is like the outside. They are the "veils" God left in the wake of it's contraction so as not to overwhelm all space with 100% mass. They unfold naturally and in order like the colors from unified "white" light. Only instead of a static 2d spread of EM frequency it's a dynamic, counter balanced 3d spread of space-time relativity.