About Living With Shia Muslims & my Closeness to Shia Political figures

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Speaking geographically and legally it's very difficult to be out. Borders are well secured and in cases like this we might end up killed before we go out, who knows? The only way we can be out is through money, but money is scarce given the situation I'm facing right now to get a job is even more difficult process than what you may think, remember that I'm come from this community which the government suppresses. When you're accidentally in the middle of a conflict, no one will care who you are and or how you came there. You'll be part of that conflict willing or compulsory. Though, not to say jobs aren't available. You can find a job, but because I'm part of this society which I can't deny given my accent and other characteristics that distinguish us from others, I'll get a very low salary. Reality is more accurate than words. 

It's hard to describe the situation really, I'm trying to get you to the point. Moving to another community will not alter anything. I'm considered to be a Muslim, even my name states that clearly. If I shout all day long: "I'm not a Muslim!" what will it change? The communities you're talking about are most likely to be foreigners who are working. It's difficult to be there and nothing will change the reality so long as I'm considered a Muslim and this is clearly stated their constitution. Foreigners can get away with their lives, but the amount of risk will be still substantial wherever you move inside the country and will be less substantial outside the country, that's not to say the risk isn't substantial outside. I know the big guys and they'll follow me everywhere, I can tell you exactly who they are and Iran might order my assassination if I went out to the public speaking about their beliefs or clerics. For sure, the information that I have is a valuable asset for intelligence services. Nobody got a closer look into the group than me. 

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Well, now I've got to ask. If you are that well known, watched that closely by the "big guys", are a potential assassination target and hold vital intelligence secrets, what the hell are you doing on this forum? 

Now I have to question either your intelligence or my own.