(November 10, 2016 at 7:28 pm)abaris Wrote: I hope to get my act together once I'm over some very serious difficulties I'm confronted with at the moment. Losing my job which I helt for the last 20 years, having a hard time paying my bills. Stuff like that. I drank a little too much over the last year, which was the prelude to my current situation. Not the drinking itself but the situation getting worse and worse making beer my best friend in the evenings. I would also like to kick the fag habit which holds me in it's claws for almost 40 years by now.
It's insidious. Mine started full-blown after my son's mother and I broke up. I was always functioning, never lost a job or friend over drunk behavior, but I did indeed hurt people I love, and last year lost a lover who was tired of my shit.