Substance Abuse Recovery Thread

[Aegon]

It's crunch time at my college this week, and it's so hard to stop myself from relapsing. I have so many connections on the campus... for stim meds, paste, meth... all of them help me with getting my finals and final papers done. I crave the speedy feeling. I have so much to do... this'll be the first "finals week" in my 3 years here that I won't be using anything (aside from caffeine) to get through it. All I have to do is get through the rest of today, and the rest of the work will be manageable. But today... oh god, I'm so overwhelmed.