RE: Substance Abuse Recovery Thread
December 15, 2016 at 11:29 pm
(This post was last modified: December 15, 2016 at 11:35 pm by Thumpalumpacus.)
(December 15, 2016 at 4:38 pm)Aegon Wrote: It's crunch time at my college this week, and it's so hard to stop myself from relapsing. I have so many connections on the campus... for stim meds, paste, meth... all of them help me with getting my finals and final papers done. I crave the speedy feeling. I have so much to do... this'll be the first "finals week" in my 3 years here that I won't be using anything (aside from caffeine) to get through it. All I have to do is get through the rest of today, and the rest of the work will be manageable. But today... oh god, I'm so overwhelmed.
If you need to talk, give me a call. Stay strong, brotha, stay strong.
(December 15, 2016 at 5:04 pm)Aegon Wrote: I miss the feeling of being able to do anything. That's what it gave me. The efficiency, the euphoria... it's funny how I can spout all this spiritual B.S. to other people but I can't listen to it myself when push comes to shove.
It's my opinion that when we spout "BS", we're really sending a letter to ourselves, talking to ourselves.
You know what you have to do. Follow your star.
