Wow, that's horrific 
That religion doesn't even need a God, even if one existed, when it's followers take it upon themselves to speak, act, and inflict sadistic violence... ie hell... on people in its name. With it, the mob is the god. Like Nazis. I strongly agree with Isis that it would be wise to be careful who you trust with your atheist thoughts, and not to underestimate the power of a mob mentality to create conformity in its ranks, such that even if there are other unbelievers, they may still conform with groupthink, even to the extent of denouncing others, out of fear for themselves. Again, like Nazi Germany. So I'd strongly advise keeping your atheist thoughts to yourself and just biding your time until you can get out, which thankfully, as you say, is soon, and then once out, don't look back. That's my advice.
That religion doesn't even need a God, even if one existed, when it's followers take it upon themselves to speak, act, and inflict sadistic violence... ie hell... on people in its name. With it, the mob is the god. Like Nazis. I strongly agree with Isis that it would be wise to be careful who you trust with your atheist thoughts, and not to underestimate the power of a mob mentality to create conformity in its ranks, such that even if there are other unbelievers, they may still conform with groupthink, even to the extent of denouncing others, out of fear for themselves. Again, like Nazi Germany. So I'd strongly advise keeping your atheist thoughts to yourself and just biding your time until you can get out, which thankfully, as you say, is soon, and then once out, don't look back. That's my advice.
