At times, I tend to be too sensitive and can take offence for being name-called and teased even to the point of triviality.
However, I try to be firm and stoic without letting words tamper with my sensibilities and state of mind. If these hurtful words persist beyond my tolerance, I'd have to stop and vent my anger for build up of stress due to reservations from complaining and being silent would only lead to my mental breakdown.
Nevertheless, this time onwards, I'm going to experiment by being silent even more, enduring bad and derogatory terms aimed at me for no good reason and see if I can tolerate build up of stress and see if I can crush and lesson the grinding stresses in mind.
Cool-headedness and calmness are my best and proudest behaviours in the face of most irritating and hurtful tones people around put up with at me. I wish I can carry on with reservations and calmness forever without any exceptions.
However, I try to be firm and stoic without letting words tamper with my sensibilities and state of mind. If these hurtful words persist beyond my tolerance, I'd have to stop and vent my anger for build up of stress due to reservations from complaining and being silent would only lead to my mental breakdown.
Nevertheless, this time onwards, I'm going to experiment by being silent even more, enduring bad and derogatory terms aimed at me for no good reason and see if I can tolerate build up of stress and see if I can crush and lesson the grinding stresses in mind.
Cool-headedness and calmness are my best and proudest behaviours in the face of most irritating and hurtful tones people around put up with at me. I wish I can carry on with reservations and calmness forever without any exceptions.
