The need to believe?

[Whateverist]

Woke up today with an almost automatic way of looking at the new day - wanting to thank God for the new day. I guess old habits will die hard with this change. But, I changed the wording, and just greeted the new day, with some positive reflections. I'm one of those types that likes to meditate for a bit in the morning when waking up to bring on the new day. It just was always a homage to God up until recently. There's still that pit in my stomach that I'm doing something ''wrong,'' and I wonder when that will go away. Gah, I shouldn't feel guilty. :/

I've heard apologists challenge whether atheists can feel thankfulness, after all who is it we would thank?  But that is just ridiculous.  Appreciation is a good mindset for anyone, regardless of religious status.  Hell, I feel appreciation for my health, especially for my hyper-extended knee finally healing.  I also feel appreciation when something creative comes out well and when poise and clarity of mind stay with me in a public speaking situation.  In general, where something is not taken completely for granted, appreciation is warranted.  And yes, I also am appreciative for new insight and understanding, and am appreciative for what I get.