I agree with CL, I believe she thought enough of you to give you something else to look at, and can one afford to unfriend someone who seems to care. I know you must be stressed over your illness but step back and look hard at everything during this time to make sure your nerves aren't influencing decisions you might regret after you recover. I'm not speaking of medical decisions, those should be between you and your doctors and personally I think you're making the correct medical decision.
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God loves those who believe and those who do not and the same goes for me, you have no choice in this matter. That puts the matter of total free will to rest.