RE: Evidence for Jesus outside the Bible?
August 10, 2011 at 4:39 am
(This post was last modified: August 10, 2011 at 4:58 am by nickos777.)
what you may call 'an imaginary voice' takes on a different meaning when it is accompanied by 'dynamic mental imagery'[which cannot be doubted,or so said Berne],which give me the speakers feelings about what they say into my head. e.g.i have heard john travolta[years and years ago],i would tell him[at the same time as i would be telling it to whoever was listening]about my 'beliefs'...he'd just go "pleeease!",or i when i speak to the ash guys[which ihave done for about 14years at least!]they would at first 'appear to be distressed by my thoughts',i.e. i saw the singer[my cousin?] puking down a toilet in 2001,at the same time i'd 'see' the drummer making a gesture with his fingers[drawing a circle in the air[ie.doolally]],then i'd hear the then fourth member of ash,the girl,say "this is all very good for you,but do you have any idea what its doing to tim?"...utterly believable!
also in 2001,i'd hear my 'dad' shout at me things like "you're not my son.you'll never be part of MY family" and "i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.".
the problem i have with describing my voices is that they are EXACTLY the kind of things the people would say,the way they'd say them.....i'd see the dynamic mental image make expressions-smile,laugh,weep,etc etc...
what a psychiatrist will call 'imaginary voices' are,and always have been,just 'people' to me. i've walked within a metre of Neighbours' Libby[kim valentine] in Reading when i'd finished work at a supermarket there[aged 18],and then,not that i heard any voices from her,but the soap would run a few storylines that seemed 'relevant',in particular,the 'afro harold' storyline,many moons ago[2001 i think]-harold bishop,owner of the coffee shop and member of salation army's band,and a christian,was helped with marketing the coffee shop by his foster son and that guy's friend[tadpole]-they superimposed an afro wig onto a photo of him,and voila-afroharold! this wouldn't have meant anything to me if it hadn't been that i had been nicknamed afroman by fellow students when at school. mere coinicidence???i think not!
i was stood outside a shepherd's bush recording studio[work experience when at college] and the blur/gorillaz bassist,alex james was on the other side of the road,on his phone...so i didn't go up to him,but as i recently posted,there are a few blur songs and gorillaz songs which are entirely relevant. and another Label name[ash's funnily enough]-Infectious played a part-i thought that i had been spreading my disease via eye contact,who then spread it thru their eye contact,and so forth....
FREUDIAN psychiatrists call 'universal telepathy' [THERE!another music 'name',ie.universal records]and 'being able to communicate with god[afterlife]' an illness,BECAUSE of what i have already stated about Freud.
There is NO way voices are merely 'an illness',but scientists cannot explain them and so they devise lifethreatening drugs to take the voices away....PURE evil,trust me!
p.s. i've heard voices from the age of 11.two years before my severe head injury,four years before i even touched tobacco and weed.AND,if you use the rule 'possession is everything' it should tell you that i was MEANT to be hit by the car!!!
p.p.s. 'voices'=illness....well,imagine this-had jesus not have allowed judas into his disciples,had he realised that the woman bathing his feet in oil was mocking him[anointed actually means 'to rub with oil' in the dictionary],AND that she was one of the 3 Fates['goddess' from classical mythology who measured the thread of life of man]maybe he wouldn't have been crucified,and obviously Life today would be somewhat different! i.e.Evangelism wouldn't exist,catholicism wouldn't exist,in fact i bet no christianity based religion would.
also in 2001,i'd hear my 'dad' shout at me things like "you're not my son.you'll never be part of MY family" and "i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.".
the problem i have with describing my voices is that they are EXACTLY the kind of things the people would say,the way they'd say them.....i'd see the dynamic mental image make expressions-smile,laugh,weep,etc etc...
what a psychiatrist will call 'imaginary voices' are,and always have been,just 'people' to me. i've walked within a metre of Neighbours' Libby[kim valentine] in Reading when i'd finished work at a supermarket there[aged 18],and then,not that i heard any voices from her,but the soap would run a few storylines that seemed 'relevant',in particular,the 'afro harold' storyline,many moons ago[2001 i think]-harold bishop,owner of the coffee shop and member of salation army's band,and a christian,was helped with marketing the coffee shop by his foster son and that guy's friend[tadpole]-they superimposed an afro wig onto a photo of him,and voila-afroharold! this wouldn't have meant anything to me if it hadn't been that i had been nicknamed afroman by fellow students when at school. mere coinicidence???i think not!
i was stood outside a shepherd's bush recording studio[work experience when at college] and the blur/gorillaz bassist,alex james was on the other side of the road,on his phone...so i didn't go up to him,but as i recently posted,there are a few blur songs and gorillaz songs which are entirely relevant. and another Label name[ash's funnily enough]-Infectious played a part-i thought that i had been spreading my disease via eye contact,who then spread it thru their eye contact,and so forth....
FREUDIAN psychiatrists call 'universal telepathy' [THERE!another music 'name',ie.universal records]and 'being able to communicate with god[afterlife]' an illness,BECAUSE of what i have already stated about Freud.
There is NO way voices are merely 'an illness',but scientists cannot explain them and so they devise lifethreatening drugs to take the voices away....PURE evil,trust me!
p.s. i've heard voices from the age of 11.two years before my severe head injury,four years before i even touched tobacco and weed.AND,if you use the rule 'possession is everything' it should tell you that i was MEANT to be hit by the car!!!
p.p.s. 'voices'=illness....well,imagine this-had jesus not have allowed judas into his disciples,had he realised that the woman bathing his feet in oil was mocking him[anointed actually means 'to rub with oil' in the dictionary],AND that she was one of the 3 Fates['goddess' from classical mythology who measured the thread of life of man]maybe he wouldn't have been crucified,and obviously Life today would be somewhat different! i.e.Evangelism wouldn't exist,catholicism wouldn't exist,in fact i bet no christianity based religion would.