Well yeah Christianity, as with almost all religions, is basically very manic depressing - everything is nonsensical, everything is worthless and boring except god and that other world. Plus some Christianities, like Catholicism, for some reason requires you to sacrifice yourself for what you're doing, like let's say nuns that work in hospitals: they can't just go into hospital, like nurses, and take care of the sick but they also must disavow everything they have and must never have sex or as it is with anything else Catholics are doing.
teachings of the Bible are so muddled and self-contradictory that it was possible for Christians to happily burn heretics alive for five long centuries. It was even possible for the most venerated patriarchs of the Church, like St. Augustine and St. Thomas Aquinas, to conclude that heretics should be tortured (Augustine) or killed outright (Aquinas). Martin Luther and John Calvin advocated the wholesale murder of heretics, apostates, Jews, and witches. - Sam Harris, "Letter To A Christian Nation"
