Human beings have virtually no value if they are just machines

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A better question is why do you think that you need/deserve a special reward or justice in the end? More than other humans? For me life is/was/will be reward enough. Any justice that I received I received from society, not from a man made fantasy delusion.

I never said or thought about a special reward for me, they're your words. 
If you conceive yourself as no better than a bag of fertilizer that's your right

Reward and justice are/were your words, (take a look back at your posts), along with it's "Source" (have to assume this is god, but lets see if you acknowledge or squirm).

And the fantasy conception is yours. Not originally, but it seems you sure bought into it.