My view and reasons for them. Atheist and Christians welcome here. (short)

[Quick]

If it so happened that my beliefs were wrong and disproven (they never will be), I am not sure how I would react to that.

Then you're not sure that your purpose in life derives from those beliefs or would vanish in their absence......but let's take a moment to point out the absudity of what you chose to include in parenthesis.

I still don't know if you know what my actual beliefs are.

However, you make it seem as though I am already believing something that has been proven false, which isn't the case. Everything else you are talking about is purely hypothetical and not worth discussing.

Just from hearing your own rationalizations I already know that your beliefs are false as communicated..but that;s immaterial.  I'm just trying to help you more accurately describe them. Either it would be a Big Deal™ if you lost your faith or it wouldn;t..but make up your mind and stick to whichever version of that story you prefer.

I'm agnostic.

Did it ever occur to you that sacrificing a minor thing for a much greater gain is a net positive?

Doesn;t have anything to do with gods or..so far as I can tell, anything we're discussing..but sure.

It does though. If I choose to believe something that may or may not be true and it gives me happiness in this short life, that is a trade I am willing to make.

Do you claim to only believe what is true?

That's pretty much how I stumble my way through this turgid existence, yup.  

I'll take this as sarcasm. Otherwise you would have to make the claim that you have never been wrong before.

That would be the claim you would have to make in order to say what you are saying here.

Not a problem..but you're awfully preoccupied with others when you try to communicate your own beliefs.

Not sure why you say this. Your the one who is involved with my beliefs, not the other way around.