My view and reasons for them. Atheist and Christians welcome here. (short)

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...People have told me repeatedly they do not understand my communication style...

Would that be because it's obscurantist bollocks?
You throw more smoke bombs than a Royal Marine drill Sergeant. Your mode of speech has to be an affectation. No one uses such tortured dense prose, well apart from cleaver cunts.

We will find your heavily disguised agenda We always do. It's what we do best.

You are thinking I am someone I am not.

Do you think I don't actually believe what I say? I say first I am an agnostic and if I did believe in a God it would be one that can exist in everything.

Do you think I have an ulterior motive or something? What would be your guess as to what that is?

As to why people do not understand my communication style, here is what a DISC assessment had to say about my motivation:

As someone with a creative pattern, [Redacted], you tend to seek unique accomplishments and innovative solutions. On the surface, you may seem to have a contradictory nature. For example, you often display great sensitivity, but you may not hesitate to show an aggressive side to get what you want.

On top of this, I have been diagnosed with a severe mental illness that occurs in ~.3% of the population. As such I feel I see the world a bit differently than others, which makes people understanding me difficult for both myself and other at times.

So no, I don't have some "ulterior motive" I am trying to push. I am just misunderstood a lot.