June 1
Normally, I'd love Friday. Friday, it's like my favorite day. I woke up today, happy the work week is over, it was a short week too. I was looking forward to the weekend. And then I find out my husband has been lying to me for a while, about something. I've been married one year, last month, and it hurts to find this out. He has apologized all over himself, but Idk. I have a really hard time with betrayals of trust. More than the normal person, even. Like I just want to vomit when I found this out, today. I likely will get over it, but right now, I'm numb from crying and feel really, really hurt. I don't even know what he wants me to say, I forgive you? I'll get over it? I accept his apology, but I'm not sure I forgive him. Not yet.
Normally, I'd love Friday. Friday, it's like my favorite day. I woke up today, happy the work week is over, it was a short week too. I was looking forward to the weekend. And then I find out my husband has been lying to me for a while, about something. I've been married one year, last month, and it hurts to find this out. He has apologized all over himself, but Idk. I have a really hard time with betrayals of trust. More than the normal person, even. Like I just want to vomit when I found this out, today. I likely will get over it, but right now, I'm numb from crying and feel really, really hurt. I don't even know what he wants me to say, I forgive you? I'll get over it? I accept his apology, but I'm not sure I forgive him. Not yet.
