The way I see it you've basically got three options negatio:
- Stop fighting and accept the olive branches and suggestions offered and things will likely get better over time.
- Continue fighting an unwinnable battle against the staff, either till you get banned, or, if you don't, just ongoing negativity ad nauseum, all the while alienating yourself from and looking like an idiot to everyone, even those who would have otherwise been inclined to help you. Is that negativity worth it? Is that how you want to spend your time?
- Leave... walk away; being here has been a negative experience for you so you can cut your losses by just walking away.