(October 30, 2019 at 9:56 am)Dmitry1983 Wrote:(October 30, 2019 at 8:58 am)BrianSoddingBoru4 Wrote: No, you're terrified.I was terrified when I was an atheist. Now I'm uncomfortable about death and that's it.
The amount of true terror is best judged how much self deception it takes to appear to mitigate it. The amount of true terror in your case must have been astronomical, leading to cosmological scale of self delusion in a laboriously cowardly attempt to avoid it rather than face it.