You will not find God. It does not matter how much you search. What you will find is your own feelings. Christian preachers, who have been preachers for DECADES are finding out what I did. The "spirit" that you think you feel is not real and christianity is utter fraud.
The Clergy Project
One former fundamentalist Baptist preacher is quoted: "I had members of my congregation walking up to me and saying that they could feel the spirit of the lord moving through me, and I knew that wasn't possible, as I was already an atheist."
When you go seeking a "feeling" that "God" is in your life ... it's rather easy to find. Did you meet god? No. Did you see god? No. Did god even speak to you in an audible voice? No. Did god heal you or give you ANY kind of a miracle? No. You have found NOTHING more than your own need to feel a warm fuzzy feeling to help you through your day.
The Clergy Project
One former fundamentalist Baptist preacher is quoted: "I had members of my congregation walking up to me and saying that they could feel the spirit of the lord moving through me, and I knew that wasn't possible, as I was already an atheist."
When you go seeking a "feeling" that "God" is in your life ... it's rather easy to find. Did you meet god? No. Did you see god? No. Did god even speak to you in an audible voice? No. Did god heal you or give you ANY kind of a miracle? No. You have found NOTHING more than your own need to feel a warm fuzzy feeling to help you through your day.