Hi everyone,
Hope you are all doing good. My grandfather has been in poor health dealing with fluid on his lungs and it just gets worst. The doctor told him last week, that he is in the final stages of life. Everyone in my family right away you know, says start praying, that he can stay longer with us. For myself as many of you know, it just makes me angry, that all my family think their made up space character is going to do something for my grandpa. I just don't know really how to feel because I know death it's just a fact of life. My grandpa is 86, lived a good, but tough life. I know, it will be hard when he's gone.
He would always tell me you know 'god, helps with everything' I get mad at that,because you know he's not doing well, and if 'god' was so good, why isn't my grandpa healthy. You know, I've honestly wanted to call him and tell him that, though I haven't. I come here to tell you guys, only you know how it feels, when your the only atheist, in a room full of what seems like crazy people. I asked, my mom how he was doing, she said 'god is good, he is here another day' I know when all hope seems to be lost, people turn to faith, but for what, it seems just to make up a big lie to feel better.
Hope you are all doing good. My grandfather has been in poor health dealing with fluid on his lungs and it just gets worst. The doctor told him last week, that he is in the final stages of life. Everyone in my family right away you know, says start praying, that he can stay longer with us. For myself as many of you know, it just makes me angry, that all my family think their made up space character is going to do something for my grandpa. I just don't know really how to feel because I know death it's just a fact of life. My grandpa is 86, lived a good, but tough life. I know, it will be hard when he's gone.
He would always tell me you know 'god, helps with everything' I get mad at that,because you know he's not doing well, and if 'god' was so good, why isn't my grandpa healthy. You know, I've honestly wanted to call him and tell him that, though I haven't. I come here to tell you guys, only you know how it feels, when your the only atheist, in a room full of what seems like crazy people. I asked, my mom how he was doing, she said 'god is good, he is here another day' I know when all hope seems to be lost, people turn to faith, but for what, it seems just to make up a big lie to feel better.
