I can't understand why Perhaps wants to argue this "rational thought proves rationality, or does it?" point so relentlessly, unless he plans on going somewhere with it, once he gets acceptance of his idea.
You are currently experiencing a lucky and very brief window of awareness, sandwiched in between two periods of timeless and utter nothingness. So why not make the most of it, and stop wasting your life away trying to convince other people that there is something else? The reality is obvious.