I don't remember which depression medication I was taking before it really became a problem, but my doctor changed my meds to two different ones, which includes an anti-psychotic. I'm also maxed out on my meds for the nerve pain in my feet, I'm taking 12 capsules every day just for that.
I'm so fucking tired of taking pills, it's over 30 a day now.
I have tried not taking my depression meds for a couple of reasons, and it's been a really bad experience both times. My wife has made me promise never to try it again, because I go from bad to really bad in less than 24 hours.
We live in NW Washington state, and we're really close to the Deception Pass Bridge, which is about 200 feet high. It's gotten so bad that I have a really hard time just driving across it, and I'll never go over it if/when I'm alone, it has to be with my wife.
I also can't be in any room with a loaded firearm for fear of using it on myself. My weapon of choice now is a baseball bat.
I know that my depression is very real, and it affects every aspect of my life, which really sucks sometimes.
I'm so fucking tired of taking pills, it's over 30 a day now.
I have tried not taking my depression meds for a couple of reasons, and it's been a really bad experience both times. My wife has made me promise never to try it again, because I go from bad to really bad in less than 24 hours.
We live in NW Washington state, and we're really close to the Deception Pass Bridge, which is about 200 feet high. It's gotten so bad that I have a really hard time just driving across it, and I'll never go over it if/when I'm alone, it has to be with my wife.
I also can't be in any room with a loaded firearm for fear of using it on myself. My weapon of choice now is a baseball bat.
I know that my depression is very real, and it affects every aspect of my life, which really sucks sometimes.
