Atheists how much do you hate God?

[Ahriman]

I kind of do wish I hadn't of been brought into this world, but only because I've been such a financial burden on my parents. I haven't lost faith in God. I am suffering, but God will always be there for me. Unless, of course, something happens that's so fucking horrible that I lose faith in Him, but I doubt that will happen, and I hope it never does.

1) Why do you put no blame on your godthing forcing you to be born into your misery?

2) It made the decision for you to be born, right?

3) Sure your parents would have benefited for you not being born.  

4) Doesn’t your godthing know its marketing you suffer even having this failed faith in you godthing?

1) He didn't
2) No
3) Yes
4) God isn't making me suffer, no one is, my life is simply one of suffering