When I was a boy, my christian mother used to tell my that god knows me. In fact he knew me before he crated me. He knew me already when I was only a cell in my mothers uterus and even before. He will always know me up to my death and beyond.
God being God, he knows everything past and future. He therefor knows how I become and if I will choose to believe in him. He knows if I will follow his rule and will go up to heaven when I die or if I will burn in hell for all eternity because I stopped believing.
He created me knowing this.
How can a loving god be so cruel to create me knowing that I will suffer for eternity?
That made me question the existence of god.
God being God, he knows everything past and future. He therefor knows how I become and if I will choose to believe in him. He knows if I will follow his rule and will go up to heaven when I die or if I will burn in hell for all eternity because I stopped believing.
He created me knowing this.
How can a loving god be so cruel to create me knowing that I will suffer for eternity?
That made me question the existence of god.
