Self-Rejection, Self-Sacrifice, Self-Denial VS Egoism, Earthly Pleasures, Hedonism

[Sheldon]

The ability to stay neutral is enviable indeed, too bad I’m bothered by negativity (pressures, guilt, shame, etc) spoiling positivity (the hedonism) as opposed to the delusional private utopia in my signature.

It's a none too subtle false dichotomy you've created, you seem to imagine that writing a claim or idea down, (as your signature) for example, lends it some gravitas or credence, who knows why.