(January 12, 2012 at 4:42 am)Of_Tomato Wrote: This is a classic example of "cannabis psychosis". My dad is a psychosis doctor in sweden and deals with these sort of things all the time. Actually its just called psychosis, it has nothing to do with cannabis per se, alot of stuff can start a psychosis. Psyochosis are latent in pretty much all of us, some are just more prone then others. If i should go by my dads words, the content of the psychosis depends on the individual and their background. Some people see napoleon, others their lost dog. Considering what you wrote about you anger and previous "searching", your excperience isnt all that surprising.
^^This sounds like a more reasonable explanation then that of the OP.
OP here's a book that can help. http://www.amazon.com/Believing-Brain-Co...640&sr=1-1
Though it may seem like god is the only thing that can explain what happened to you don't close your mind to other possibilities. For example can you explain how many other people have similar experiences but with "gods" other than the Christian "god". Have you even looked into a scientific explanation for the experience or did you just immediately assume it was the Christian god and leave it at that?
I have studied the Bible and the theology behind Christianity for many years. I have been to many churches. I have walked the depth and the breadth of the religion and, as a result of this, I have a lot of bullshit to scrape off the bottom of my shoes. ~Ziploc Surprise