RE: Frustrating circumstances....
February 11, 2012 at 4:36 am
(This post was last modified: February 11, 2012 at 4:53 am by Voltair.)
I also don't want to deconvert her really.... eh... too many stresses.
No worries though I cannot climb back to Christianity even if I wanted to. There really is no way back in unless there is some groundbreaking evidence that NONE of us have ever seen before... and you know how likely that is.
My parents have actually not isolated me or anything and we are still on good terms. I have figured out though that it is probably best to not discuss this with her... I don't think we will be able to avoid fighting.
Discussing it with my dad is much more peaceful and easy. He doesn't really get riled up and listens well too. I just needed to vent some frustration I have been having is all. As always I appreciate the support ^_^.
It is strange and comforting though... so far when I look at people and tell them "Well what do you expect me to do?" they really seem at a loss for words. THAT IS THE DAMN POINT there is nothing I can do but be honest about it really.
I feel like I am speaking a different language sometimes though... I mean... I used to believe but... well you all know what I am talking about anyway -.-. It's like trying to speak English to a guy who only knows mandarin Chinese.
No worries though I cannot climb back to Christianity even if I wanted to. There really is no way back in unless there is some groundbreaking evidence that NONE of us have ever seen before... and you know how likely that is.
My parents have actually not isolated me or anything and we are still on good terms. I have figured out though that it is probably best to not discuss this with her... I don't think we will be able to avoid fighting.
Discussing it with my dad is much more peaceful and easy. He doesn't really get riled up and listens well too. I just needed to vent some frustration I have been having is all. As always I appreciate the support ^_^.
It is strange and comforting though... so far when I look at people and tell them "Well what do you expect me to do?" they really seem at a loss for words. THAT IS THE DAMN POINT there is nothing I can do but be honest about it really.
I feel like I am speaking a different language sometimes though... I mean... I used to believe but... well you all know what I am talking about anyway -.-. It's like trying to speak English to a guy who only knows mandarin Chinese.
