Welsh cake, you sound nihilistic. It is attitude that controls 90% of your life and the rest is left to chance. It is how you respond subjectively that matters most. Is this "God given"? No, not necessarily but that doesn't mean you need to be an anal prober all of your banal existence.
You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.
Buddha
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.
Buddha
