You can tell yourself anything you want, but that doesn't mean you actually believe it. So... it is about belief, see? Do you believe that a god exists? You can tell yourself that there probably is no god, but that won't stop you from believing that there is one... or the other way around.
Only you can answer the question of what you believe is true. I, for example, do not believe that there is a god of any kind in existence. That doesn't mean that I'm correct. It only means that I believe that I am.
Only you can answer the question of what you believe is true. I, for example, do not believe that there is a god of any kind in existence. That doesn't mean that I'm correct. It only means that I believe that I am.