Atheists are miserable.

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If I was nothing, you'd be a negative. A man's ego and his mind is the source of his meaning and his purpose. Those who don't depend on their ego are second-handers - parasites feeding of the purpose and mind of others. You don't have a rational cause to live by or to die by. Living and dying irrationally is a pathetic fate, but one that you chose for yourself when you chose to abdicate your ego. The very existence of your life's meaning and purpose is borrowed and you think that's not even a cause for shame? A rational man would rather die than exist as you do. But then, rationality is not something you can be accused of.

My ego serves only two purposes. One is to direct my wrath, and the second is to preserve my individual pride. Anything else is beyond my ego.
Indeed, rationality seems rather one sided to your blind eyes. From what I understand, you lack any kind of ideals, adhere to any principles aside from those who you have created in your mind.
I am flesh given purpose.

The worm climbs the carcass and thinks himself taller than men.

I'm much taller than you, obviously.
In both measurements.