RE: More proof god hates me
June 5, 2012 at 9:20 pm
(This post was last modified: June 5, 2012 at 9:22 pm by zentor.)
Cool Annik
Ya I been trying Buddhist philosophy , detachment and meditation to calm down
It help a bit but when I have my depression episodes nothing can stop
Graphic design is cool, I started going for IT in college am good with computers but hate doing assignments like programmig and database made me more suicidal!
So then switched to psychology and was doing good until I got expelled
I wanted to go to college here in fall but just seeing the people and the campus gave me anxiety I don't think I can
Please don't ne mad at the myth guy, I'm not offended at all
And I'm very sensitive online,
He is right I think, maybe there's no god, but my illness makes god so real to me it causes all the problems in my life
Like in matrix they say perception isn't always reality
But to change the perception is the hard part
Ya I been trying Buddhist philosophy , detachment and meditation to calm down
It help a bit but when I have my depression episodes nothing can stop
Graphic design is cool, I started going for IT in college am good with computers but hate doing assignments like programmig and database made me more suicidal!
So then switched to psychology and was doing good until I got expelled
I wanted to go to college here in fall but just seeing the people and the campus gave me anxiety I don't think I can
Please don't ne mad at the myth guy, I'm not offended at all
And I'm very sensitive online,
He is right I think, maybe there's no god, but my illness makes god so real to me it causes all the problems in my life
Like in matrix they say perception isn't always reality
But to change the perception is the hard part
