More proof god hates me

[Annik]

Psychology is very interesting. Maybe you should find a college that will let you pay for classes/credit hours individuality. You can take it slow with one course at a time to ease your anxiety. Some universities and community colleges allow for online course, but I wouldn't try an online college. They mostly are scams/outrageously expensive. Meditation is pretty cool. Try looking into self-hypnosis, too (it's only going to work if you want it to, though, really it's just another form of meditation and I like best). I understand the part about not being able to stop the depression, though. It's a like a really fast train and you are well... just a person on the tracks. Just be Superman! (Haha) Do visit the mental illness support thread. We have a group of people with bipolar, OCD, depression, anxiety. We can all relate at least on that level. : )