RE: More proof god hates me
June 6, 2012 at 4:25 pm
(This post was last modified: June 6, 2012 at 4:26 pm by zentor.)
Dude no - i am not taking alchohol with lithium! I took that picture the otherday because i told my guild that i would OD and die with my meds, and they said "pics or it didnt happen" so i took that pic an dposted it on the forum
And dude i am upset, because no matter HOW HARD i try to get better - I NEVER DO
because i know that god is screwing me. please i know u guys are like , yeah we are in control of our lives
but i am NOT
i try my best to be stable, to get better to do things right
but my situations i end up in ARE NOT JUST COINCIDENCE
god screws with me
ie: when my gf cheated on me, i was just depresed, but ALL day god would show me all the happy couples on campus - he was rubbing it in
and last week i was thinking okay ill never do college ill be on disability - well mom took me out, and i saw all the college kids in our town partying down town and having fun
DO YOU SEE? CAN U EVEN SEE WHAT I AM GORING THROUGH? i know most atheists just believe in science - BUT PLEAES TRY TO SEE WHAT I SEE
and no faith i dont drink - i got alchohol poisoning in 10th grade trying to impress girls and i say screw alchohol
besides it just makes me feel sick i dont like it
And dude i am upset, because no matter HOW HARD i try to get better - I NEVER DO
because i know that god is screwing me. please i know u guys are like , yeah we are in control of our lives
but i am NOT
i try my best to be stable, to get better to do things right
but my situations i end up in ARE NOT JUST COINCIDENCE
god screws with me
ie: when my gf cheated on me, i was just depresed, but ALL day god would show me all the happy couples on campus - he was rubbing it in
and last week i was thinking okay ill never do college ill be on disability - well mom took me out, and i saw all the college kids in our town partying down town and having fun
DO YOU SEE? CAN U EVEN SEE WHAT I AM GORING THROUGH? i know most atheists just believe in science - BUT PLEAES TRY TO SEE WHAT I SEE
and no faith i dont drink - i got alchohol poisoning in 10th grade trying to impress girls and i say screw alchohol
besides it just makes me feel sick i dont like it
