Please understand 2011 was one of the worst years
I spent it all crying everyday in home or in hospital didn't talk to a single peron irl I couldnt
When I started college this spring I was determined to negs experiencethat again
And now again I'm with parents crying on the living room floor while they arrange to send me to a group home
And when we lived in nc, my Internet was intermittend it would randomly loose connection like 10 times a day
Now we are here and it was fine but again this iternet which a whole new company and cable not dsl, has been intermittent
I call charter and I keep getting disconected
And when a lady picks up, she transfers me to automated support.
Can you please see how I'm getting fucked?
There's no way anyone can say, this is all coincidence
How can so many bad things happen In one day?
Also called suicide hotline and lady said she will send police so I hung up... No police yet so idk
And I called my doctor and screamed at the secretary so idk what will happen there
I'm gonna lay down cuz I'm mentally exhausted, please just tell god to lay off. I can't take anymore
I spent it all crying everyday in home or in hospital didn't talk to a single peron irl I couldnt
When I started college this spring I was determined to negs experiencethat again
And now again I'm with parents crying on the living room floor while they arrange to send me to a group home
And when we lived in nc, my Internet was intermittend it would randomly loose connection like 10 times a day
Now we are here and it was fine but again this iternet which a whole new company and cable not dsl, has been intermittent
I call charter and I keep getting disconected
And when a lady picks up, she transfers me to automated support.
Can you please see how I'm getting fucked?
There's no way anyone can say, this is all coincidence
How can so many bad things happen In one day?
Also called suicide hotline and lady said she will send police so I hung up... No police yet so idk
And I called my doctor and screamed at the secretary so idk what will happen there
I'm gonna lay down cuz I'm mentally exhausted, please just tell god to lay off. I can't take anymore
