RE: More proof god hates me
June 7, 2012 at 12:15 pm
(This post was last modified: June 7, 2012 at 12:22 pm by zentor.)
Paul this last year i have been hospitalized several times!
and i have no insurance anymore and i was hospitaled 2 times this year for 2 weeks each, and have huge medical bills
we are waiting to see if i get approved for medicaid - i am taking the lithium my doctor last subscribed...and even he says just to keep taking the lithium
i have been through months of CBT and DBT - none of tha thelps when i am in distress
im beginging to think the whole psychology treatment is bullshit, and the meds just make me worse
and tbh, i am even more unhappy at the hospital - i always get a roomate who is a pig - an di just "act nice" so they let me out.
everyday they ask me if i want to die, and i say yes, (i stayed at the hospital for a month one time becaues of this)
so now i just say nah im ok...
because the meds dont do shit!!! and CBT doesnt help!!!
and i have no insurance anymore and i was hospitaled 2 times this year for 2 weeks each, and have huge medical bills
we are waiting to see if i get approved for medicaid - i am taking the lithium my doctor last subscribed...and even he says just to keep taking the lithium
i have been through months of CBT and DBT - none of tha thelps when i am in distress
im beginging to think the whole psychology treatment is bullshit, and the meds just make me worse
and tbh, i am even more unhappy at the hospital - i always get a roomate who is a pig - an di just "act nice" so they let me out.
everyday they ask me if i want to die, and i say yes, (i stayed at the hospital for a month one time becaues of this)
so now i just say nah im ok...
because the meds dont do shit!!! and CBT doesnt help!!!
