That thinking is very dangerous. You say "if God says go I will go no questions". Always question everything for your own good. A few years ago i read about some people like you who believed and no one could talk them out of it. One guy tried and I believe succeeded in cutting off his hand because it offended God, another deluded fellow cut off his manhood If god ever told me to do that I think i would tell God where to go Believing in God is one thing but your are over doing it, remember God of the OT is one crazy S.O.B.
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