Thanks to the two who actually replied to my serious question. In regards to Creed of Heresy, you have succeeded in presenting yourself as an asshole. I am not certain whether or not I exist. The self may be merely chemical and electrical reactions in my brain. I do not know whether or not I can trust my perceptions. What I say is possible, no matter how unlikely you believe it to be. And for you to deny the possibility of these things is pure arrogance and ignorance.
Anyway, I plan on exploring the writers/readings y'all have suggested. Thank you.
Anyway, I plan on exploring the writers/readings y'all have suggested. Thank you.

"God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8).
"Always be ready to give a defense to everyone who asks you a reason for the hope that is in you" (1 Peter 3:15).
"Always be ready to give a defense to everyone who asks you a reason for the hope that is in you" (1 Peter 3:15).