Welcome s.gal 
Welcome to the forums. Enjoy your stay
You say you believe in God because you 'always have'...and I wonder, since you're open to all beliefs, why not also be opening to questioning this assumption you've always had, that there's a God at all?
I mean, do you have basis for your belief? Do you have evidence that God exists? Because I don't know of any, haven't heard of any, and wonder if you believe there is any. If not, why do you believe? Evidence is for when a belief has at least some indication that it is true. Without evidence it's not rational to believe. So do you have evidence for the God you believe in?
EvF

Welcome to the forums. Enjoy your stay

You say you believe in God because you 'always have'...and I wonder, since you're open to all beliefs, why not also be opening to questioning this assumption you've always had, that there's a God at all?
I mean, do you have basis for your belief? Do you have evidence that God exists? Because I don't know of any, haven't heard of any, and wonder if you believe there is any. If not, why do you believe? Evidence is for when a belief has at least some indication that it is true. Without evidence it's not rational to believe. So do you have evidence for the God you believe in?
EvF