(August 23, 2012 at 8:52 am)sleep Wrote: I think I'm just bitter because most people reject me and mock me and hate me.
It's hard to like someone who hates himself.
But take a look at what you did, instead of greeting us with a smile here, you went on a full blown rant about how much you hate yourself, gays etc. etc. You can't know how people will react to you, but by instantly going for the angry, wounded and loathing persona, is it no wonder that no one here seemed to take to you? You pissed in your own boot, you just met a new group of people and you had the best chance in the world to make a positive impact, but you didn't. It's not about how we perceive you, it's about how you perceive yourself.
Quote: The only ones who ever asked me out or liked me were the ugly desperate ones.
Do appearances mean that much to you? For granted, beauty is a virtue to be treasured like anything else, but I'm sorry to say that you come across as a bit shallow.
When I was young, there was a god with infinite power protecting me. Is there anyone else who felt that way? And was sure about it? but the first time I fell in love, I was thrown down - or maybe I broke free - and I bade farewell to God and became human. Now I don't have God's protection, and I walk on the ground without wings, but I don't regret this hardship. I want to live as a person. -Arina Tanemura
