Sleep, you're clearly not coping with who you are. Instead of being angry with everyone and hating yourself you need to find a way to accept and love who you are. That way you will be much happier and less of a bitch all the time.
You will always be gay. That's who you are. Who you always have been. Who you always will be. You were born gay. You will die gay. Simple as that. You can't ever change it, so don't even try.
There is nothing at all wrong with being gay. Clearly, you were raised around a lot of bigotry which seems to have rubbed off on you. But that's not the end of the world. The best thing you can do is get some good counselling or join a support group to help you get over your feelings of hate towards a whole section of society to which you yourself belong. Do this, and you have a good chance of being happy.
I really do wish you the best of luck.
You will always be gay. That's who you are. Who you always have been. Who you always will be. You were born gay. You will die gay. Simple as that. You can't ever change it, so don't even try.
There is nothing at all wrong with being gay. Clearly, you were raised around a lot of bigotry which seems to have rubbed off on you. But that's not the end of the world. The best thing you can do is get some good counselling or join a support group to help you get over your feelings of hate towards a whole section of society to which you yourself belong. Do this, and you have a good chance of being happy.
I really do wish you the best of luck.
