Well maybe I am being too picky. I mean, can you blame me for not wanting to be with someone I don't find physically attractive or who I don't get along with very well? I've tried that before, not doing it again. I'd rather be single. I can't think of anybody who ignores looks completely. Anyway, I think I did mention I'm in an online relationship but I doubt it'll work out. I'm pretty much bad luck and anything I'm involved with always fails.
I wasn't originally so self-depreciating and hateful. I started out as a happy guy with self-confidence. It's just people would be mean to me, reject me, mock me... too much. I couldn't take it. I was too sensitive I guess, always have been. I couldn't just ignore it. So now I'm miserable, mean, hateful, etc. I don't know if I'm capable of being happy or friendly again. I'd need to erase what everyone has hammered into my brain; that I'm useless, have no talent, am a terrible person, etc.
As for being misanthrope, I just don't get along with anyone anymore. Maybe I'm picky with friends too. I have certain qualities I look for that most people don't have.
As far as the original thread topic, I guess the answer is a universal "No". Sorry for offending anyone.
I wasn't originally so self-depreciating and hateful. I started out as a happy guy with self-confidence. It's just people would be mean to me, reject me, mock me... too much. I couldn't take it. I was too sensitive I guess, always have been. I couldn't just ignore it. So now I'm miserable, mean, hateful, etc. I don't know if I'm capable of being happy or friendly again. I'd need to erase what everyone has hammered into my brain; that I'm useless, have no talent, am a terrible person, etc.
As for being misanthrope, I just don't get along with anyone anymore. Maybe I'm picky with friends too. I have certain qualities I look for that most people don't have.
As far as the original thread topic, I guess the answer is a universal "No". Sorry for offending anyone.
