I haven't told anyone. The reason being that as a former Christian I obviously centered everything in life around my faith. I play in the worship team (but lately I've been trying not to), 80% of my friends are Christian, my band outside of church is Christian based.... So pretty much I was building up my life with Jesus as the foundation but now my world has been flipped upside down and I have actually dug myself the deepest hole ever. Telling everyone that I don't believe anymore would be an absolute disaster. I need to strategically distance myself as opposed to bluntly say I don't want to e.g. play in the worship team because I disbelieve.
"It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it" ~ Aristotle
