Endo FFS Calm down. you are risking nothing.
You are yet to live. 18 years? pfft you are not out of nappies yet mate.
Oh you are worried about the emotional blackmail and speeches? What you thought living was absolved of risk? Is this what your 18 years has taught you?
What a gutless little Paramecium! Harden the fuck up and take the step! Your life is on the line EVERY fucking day and there is no 'Santa Claus' to get you out of a predicament. FFS
I would say to you at this point, you are too weak to continue on without some sort of crutch. Keep questioning and maybe later when you are more adult you can make the developmental changes necessary.
You are yet to live. 18 years? pfft you are not out of nappies yet mate.
Oh you are worried about the emotional blackmail and speeches? What you thought living was absolved of risk? Is this what your 18 years has taught you?
What a gutless little Paramecium! Harden the fuck up and take the step! Your life is on the line EVERY fucking day and there is no 'Santa Claus' to get you out of a predicament. FFS
I would say to you at this point, you are too weak to continue on without some sort of crutch. Keep questioning and maybe later when you are more adult you can make the developmental changes necessary.
"The Universe is run by the complex interweaving of three elements: energy, matter, and enlightened self-interest." G'Kar-B5