(June 12, 2013 at 10:42 pm)crud Wrote: what I'm asking is, what does "from the heart" actually mean?
I can help you but you have to want to be helped. Do you want help?
First of all, what do we have to work with? Are you as much a psychopath as your posts would indicate or are you just lost in the meaning of words? It might be that you aren't feeling "from the heart" because you are too much "in your head". If that's it, try to stop participating in discursive thinking. Get in touch with your pre-verbal mammalian brain. We all have one but you have to learn to shut up inside. Notice everything, comment on nothing. Look up mindful meditation. Good luck.