This is why I wish I had a magic wand so I could make everything better for everyone. Sadly, the most I can do is wish you and your loved ones all the luck there is. Hang in there mate.
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'