Thanks, that is what I having to come to terms with. I honestly thought religious repression was a myth, I feel it now. All the emotional issues are just flooding because you have to deal with them and not rely on some being that does not seem to want to help directly when according to said religion he "cares". I am coming to terms with it, I have talked to my girlfriend and she been really supportive I do love her. It just to be honest not used to dealing with my problems you know? Where to even begin...
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I would be a televangelist....but I have too much of a soul.