Welcome to AF. I'm also 42 but so far no midlife crisis. I'm sorry you're suffering from depression, but religion is not the way to go, IMO. Especially not Christianity because a lot of Christians believe that we are worthless and deserve to be destroyed or sent to eternal torture by God just because he made us. Other Christians seem to not understand how anyone can be unhappy when they've heard the "good news" that God loves them, etc. Not particularly helpful for depression.
I'll just second the idea of taking your meds with the addition to have lots of sex with your wife. Nobody is unhappy during an orgasm.
I'll just second the idea of taking your meds with the addition to have lots of sex with your wife. Nobody is unhappy during an orgasm.
Christian apologetics is the art of rolling a dog turd in sugar and selling it as a donut.