Hi, festive. For what I have read in your posts regarding growing up and how affected you have been, I can understand why you don't feel worse about your father's condition. You shouldn't feel guilty. I consider that blood relation does not entitle a person to love and respect. These things are earned unless they are your children, in which case, I don't see myself losing love for my children no matter what they do.
If you were to try to take Last Poet's advice, I suggest you only do it if it will help you feel better, and not because of your father. I say this because judging by previous posts I see you are still recovering from your childhood and you should try anything that you feel could help you in the process. Unless it wouldn't help, then don't do it.
I hope you find peace. ♥
If you were to try to take Last Poet's advice, I suggest you only do it if it will help you feel better, and not because of your father. I say this because judging by previous posts I see you are still recovering from your childhood and you should try anything that you feel could help you in the process. Unless it wouldn't help, then don't do it.
I hope you find peace. ♥
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"Let the atheists come to me, and stop keeping them away, because the kingdom of heathens belongs to people like these." -Saint Bacon
Half Baked
"Let the atheists come to me, and stop keeping them away, because the kingdom of heathens belongs to people like these." -Saint Bacon