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October 15, 2013 at 6:54 pm
(This post was last modified: October 15, 2013 at 7:11 pm by Something completely different.)
(October 15, 2013 at 9:50 am)festive1 Wrote: I'm a horrible person and going to hell,
no you are not.
Quote: so Drich or anyone else, you don't need to tell me that.
If Drich tells you that, simply tell him that he can suck your dick.
I am in the process of finding peace with my parents, which is working out well, since they are sincerely sorry for their actions.
To a great extent I have lost alot of the rage and anger I harbored against them. (4-5 years ago I actualy left them to never see them again).
Feels kind of weird, but most anger and rage I harbor is directed against my worst abusers who are not even in my family and through a somewhat bitter irony I am tied to them through my rage instead of simply letting them fade into the forgotten.
(October 15, 2013 at 9:50 am)festive1 Wrote: A part of me is, "Karma sucks, dude." and another is, "Poor guy." But that's about the extent of it... I do worry about my brother though. I passed on the steaming turd pile to him with a caution for him to keep an eye on his prostate.
Fucked up families are... fucked up. I feel like I should feel something... concern, worry, anxiety about dad, but I really don't. I don't want him to suffer, but I don't want him in my life either. Really, he died to me long ago. I've already mourned the fact that I don't have (and never had) a father. I have a genetic donor. I just don't have anything left for his actual being... I'm tapped out.
Thanks for letting me vent.
I hate and completly despise almoust my entire family. I kind of know what you are feeling, but also I dont. Because my way of dealing with things like these was to cut all personal possible contact with the rotton turd part of my family. In some cases ensuring that contact will not be made again through improvisng some weird and untypical behavior like trashing my uncles car with a sledgehammer and partialy setting it on fire.
Generaly, I have "through certain mesures) ensured that a certain part of my family will never bother me. But I have never had it necessery to ensure something like that with relatives as close to me like my parents.
