Believing Vs Claiming to Believe

[Brakeman]

So in effect, you got no answer at all, you merely attributed an outcome to gods will. You didn't even know what god's will was going to be but you prayed for it, asking for nothing!

This is like praying to my mailbox to be full or not, whatever the magic mailbox wishes!

Now obviously, given the bible stories, not all people fail to get a true voice with communication from god, or else they are lying. What's wrong with you so that god doesn't want to talk to you? Is he too busy? Is jesus just so burnt out on it all that he doesn't care any longer?

Well, I didn't expect you to understand. If you did I wouldn't be relaying experiences....that I hate btw. Just because of how people will take it and shove them up my ass.

But, while we're at it.... what good would it do to beg for my mothers life? What point would be made?

In terms your infant spirituality can understand: if your significate other knew you needed an exfoliate badly for your obvious scrotum skin problems, but you were unable to get it yourself, would you scream and cry? Or would you try to hide the issue? Or would you trust it to her/his capable hands to get the needed product "she/he knows you need?"

I differ from you, I do relate my experiences as I strongly feel that the truth is the truth, and reality is the best guide. Only con men hate the bright light of investigation.

Secondly, if my significate (sic) other knew perfectly well what I needed and could "cure" me without the slightest effort, I'd not be praying to her, I'd be screaming at her why she was obviously enjoying watching me suffer.

If god loves you and your mother, and could cure your mother without the slightest bit of effort, yet he doesn't to show up to alleviate the suffering, then he is an ass.